I hate Mondays...but then again, who doesn't? For some reason, this one feels particularly annoying. Not only did I have to go back to work after a relaxing weekend, knowing that I had no holiday or vacation day SOMETIME during the week, but it's the second week of the TWW.
I always say that I'm not going to act like a crazy women during that second week, but I always do. ALWAYS!
And I'm already depressed with a BFN this morning (9dpo). Seriously, what the hell is wrong with me? It is so early. I still have a chance. But I just can't help it. I think I'm driving myself crazy...or perhaps I'm already there!
I keep seeing pregnancy announcements and ultrasounds and people keep posting pictures of their newborns on facebook. It. is. killing. me! Where is my baby? What am I doing wrong?
I had originally said that I was going to be patient this time. That I wasn't going to be disappointed if I didn't get pregnant this time around because my doctor's appointment was next week, and that would be enough for me to look forward to. But I apparently lied to myself. I want to be pregnant. Right now!
In addition to all of that, today at work is just DRAGGING by. I just want to go home and crawl into bed under the warm covers. And cuddle with my doggies. I want today to be over already...
I want this week to be over already!