Monday, July 9, 2012

Another Monday

I hate Mondays...but then again, who doesn't? For some reason, this one feels particularly annoying. Not only did I have to go back to work after a relaxing weekend, knowing that I had no holiday or vacation day SOMETIME during the week, but it's the second week of the TWW.

I always say that I'm not going to act like a crazy women during that second week, but I always do. ALWAYS!

And I'm already depressed with a BFN this morning (9dpo). Seriously, what the hell is wrong with me? It is so early. I still have a chance. But I just can't help it. I think I'm driving myself crazy...or perhaps I'm already there!

I keep seeing pregnancy announcements and ultrasounds and people keep posting pictures of their newborns on facebook. It. is. killing. me! Where is my baby? What am I doing wrong?

I had originally said that I was going to be patient this time. That I wasn't going to be disappointed if I didn't get pregnant this time around because my doctor's appointment was next week, and that would be enough for me to look forward to. But I apparently lied to myself. I want to be pregnant. Right now!

In addition to all of that, today at work is just DRAGGING by. I just want to go home and crawl into bed under the warm covers. And cuddle with my doggies. I want today to be over already...

I want this week to be over already!


  1. Mondays suuuuuuck! I hope the remainder of this day goes by fast for both of us. 9 DPO is way to early to count yourself out! It is so hard to resist the urge to pee on a stick though. Why???? I think they need some type of addiction hotline. Hang in there girl! I am hoping for a nice BFP for you in a few days! :)

  2. The 2nd week of the 2WW is when I get most depressed, convinced it's already a BFN (and always right, so far), and feeling like I just can't take it anymore. By the end of it, I'm just ready for it to END. Hoping yours goes differently this time!!!

  3. Ugh, the second week is the worst! Hoping tomorrow is better!

  4. sending prayers and lots of positive vibes. i'm sorry you got a negative!! you're right! it is still SO early. everyone is different and i know it's hard when you've either got an early positive before or other women have. i have faith and am keeping it high up there for you, m! the second wk of the tww is insane emotionally. whether you test or don't. i pray your next test is positive. <3
    hang in there!