Well, it's 6dpo...still in the first week of the TWW. I hate this time. It's about now that I start getting antsy. It's too early to know anything...but past the excitement of ovulation. Everything is just so blah right now. I keep telling myself that my OB appointment is fast-approaching...and my period should be pretty much over by that time...but then, in the back of my mind I'm thinking "unless I'm pregnant..."
I'm holding on to that last bit of hope that I will be pregnant and won't have to go through a second laparoscopy (at least not now). The timing would be perfect. I'd see my OB when I was 4w5d...just in time to take any necessary (progerstone) precautions and to do my labs to make sure everything is progressing correctly. But I just don't want to get my hopes up.
I'm preparing myself to be ready for the lap. I've had one before so I'm not nervous about it like I was the first time around. When I had the first one, I hadn't really had any other surgeries. I hadn't experienced pain from kidney stones or a miscarriage. Even getting an IV was scary to me. Now, sadly, I'm a pro at all that. IV's don't bother me at all. Neither does the actual surgery...or even the pain afterwards. If anything, I'm relieved to be able to take some time off work to collect myself and prepare for getting pregnant post-lap.
At any rate, I will still be POAS next week in hopes of 2 pink lines.
For your viewing please, my chart...Lord knows I've stared at it enough the last few days!