Friday, November 16, 2012

So Scared

My first ultrasound is today and I don't think I've ever felt so nervous in my entire life. I try to tell myself that I can't get attached to this baby yet, but it's impossible. I'm so in love already and so scared at the thought that something might go wrong. I am trying to stay positive though. I keep reminding myself that I still have symptoms (sore boobs, fatigue, moody, peeing a lot, hunger and nausea)...and I have no spotting or cramping.

I already cried this morning. It just brings back so many memories of my appointment last year. I went in so happy...and then we had the ultrasound and everything fell apart. I keep telling myself that I had spotting last was a sign. I don't have that this year. And I've already said I feel really good about this pregnancy, so why am I doubting things?

Appointment is at 2:30pm EST. Prayers appreciated! I will post as soon as I can :)


  1. You know I am praying big prayers for you and thinking about you!! Deep breaths!!
    I can't wait to hear all about it!! Sending love and hugs xoxox

  2. OMG!!! Good luck today. Praying that things are just prefect! xoxo

  3. Good luck!
    We lose the ability to be carefree when we have losses. I hope you have a great appointment and leave feeling more confident.

  4. It's going to go great. Big hugs and good luck!! A few more hours and you can let out a huge sigh of relief. xo

  5. You will definately be in my prayers. I really hope this is a sticky bean for you. Keep us posted! Best of luck!