Monday, September 17, 2012


Well, I'm 4dpo. A week from now, I might have an idea if I'm pregnant or not. So far...I've been feeling a lot of hot flashes, I'm more tired than usual, and I was a total bitch yesterday. I wanted to rip someone's head off! I don't know if the Femara causes more symptoms post-O than normal, but I feel like I'm going crazy already!

I can't say that I will ever get OVER my miscarriages last year, because I know won't. I will always think about them. But I'm finally to the point where I have accepted it, which is a huge step for me. I can look at baby clothes without getting angry. I've started researching things I'll need for a newborn...and making a birth plan. Things that I couldn't even bear to think about before, now I'm getting excited about them. I'm starting to think about debt that we have that I want to get rid of ASAP. I want our baby to have amazing toys...and cute clothes! And I'm just so thrilled that Femara worked...I just know that we are going to get pregnant soon! I hope sooner rather than later, but I feel confident now that it IS going to happen for us!


  1. Yay! Your chart looks great so far! So glad the Femara is working for you!!

  2. I am not sure if Femara itself causes more crabiness post-O, but I think higher progesterone could. Are your post-O temps a little higher than they normally are? I felt like I had a faster and higher progesterone response post-O with Femara....and I also had 2 meltdowns during the 2 WW, which is not usual for me. I'm so glad you are feeling so positive, and I love that you are planning for baby!

    1. My temps have been about the same during this TWW as they have before. Until this morning when I got the highest temp I've ever gotten 98.6 (7dpo). I know it could mean something or it might just be the Femara. But I had some cramping/weight pinching last night that seems to be gone today.

  3. Yay for one week into the wait!!
    I hope the next week passes quickly and you can relax and enjoy the weekend. After that, it is almost testing time! :)
    So excited for you and hoping and praying along with you!