Hurry Up! I'm Impatient...

I hate waiting. I'm impatient and there isn't a damn thing I can do to fix it. It's CD14 today. I started the OPKs 4 days ago and they started off with a barely existent second line. Bummer. But then on CD12...it got much darker but not positive just yet. I had hopes that maybe I'd ovulate sometime this century! Last cycle I didn't O until CD31. UGH!

Summary

• Temps: Still low and eerily like last month's chart - me and my stupid obsession with chart overlays
• Ovaries: Still not ovulating when I want them to and they don't listen...what bad students they are
• Libido: Lacking...and already tired of every other day BDing
• Torturing Myself: Going to pages on facebook...of friends that I have unsubscribed to either because they are gestating, recently given birth, or have a child under 2 years of age. Why do I even feel the need to look at their page...when I know I'm going to see happiness that I no longer have and then subsequently want to throw something through the window
• Exercise: Back into it and feeling good...it's a great distraction from wondering whether my ovaries are going to do their job or if something is going to inhabit my uterus soon
• Work: I'm still going in and getting paid, so it's all good
• TV Watching: Still addicted to How I Met Your Mother...and already dreading when I'm going to finish season 6...and I'm still on season 3